well, it happened.

my parents split up. my mom was accusing my dad of being a "junkie" and he left. when i was little, i wud always hope for them 2 split up, but now that its happened, why do i feel so bad? now all i want is to have my dad back home, and 4 my parents to stop fighting and remember y they got married. i cried as soon as my dad left the house. i know that isnt wat u probably expected me 2 do, but i need advise. im now drawn 2 cut again, and now im thinking about suicide again and running away. i need advise now, because if u wait, it may b too late.