ok, as many of u readers probably kno, im going out with Brittney. but wat u dont kno is that i also am IN LOVE with janae. i kno it's wrong, i mean, i have a gf rite? how can i love sum1 else? i cant aswer that question, but wat i can tell u is that i dont feel for brittney 1/2 of the way i feel for Janae. It is always said that God made us a special sum1 that he wanted us to spend tha rest of our lives with, and i think that mine is Janae. wen im with her, it makes me feel like there is no one else in the world, and that everything is good on this earth... but i know now that i have absolutly NO CHANCE with Janae. i feel this because:
~she loves Brian
~she only thinks of me as a brother, and nothing more.
~Im with brittney
~ive gone the wrong way. ive been told go for who u love, not who u like becuz the one u like is gonna leave you for the one they love, and the one u love will be gone... well, i went for the one i liked, and now there is no chance with Janae.
also, becuz of this, I cut.... alot. i have some on my wrists, on my forearm over pasty scars, just above those, and on my shoulder. whoever is reading this, if you kno me, and if u luv me, u will help me. i need it. in any way shape or form, as long as t doesnt invole anyone but my friends, or Mike Farley. please, im slipping down into thAT dark abyss, and i fear im gonna lose myself again. help!
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JOEY!!! I WILL HELP U!!! I WILL! I PROMISE!!! I know what its like to love sum1 like that... and u cant have them... i know... and stop cutting, i know that is easier said then done... but stop k? ur gonna hurt someone else other then urself... u possibly could... DONT CUT! ITS OK... maybe... u should tell... janae? i dont know... i really really want to help! but i dont know exactly how to right now! I'm going through some stuff too... as u know... I need help too... But enough about me, i want to help you! i realy do! anything u need! i will help u, k? just tell me! hugs, a shoulder to lean on, a best friend, a sister... anything u need!!! k? I love ya, joey! i really do! If you need someone to talk to, i'll listen... If you need some advice, i'll try to give it... k? I'll talk to you tomorrow in school.... Love Ya, Nudge
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